Unspoken VII
I started to feel something I wasn’t supposed to feel. I thought being with you is enough for me to be at peace, but why is it that I am starting to feel the contrary. Why are my emotions at war towards you? I know I wasn’t supposed to feel this, yet I think about it now. Is what I feel reasonable? Can it be? Should it be reasonable? You stayed, he let you. However, I come to realize that your stay here is being counterproductive. I prove it as more days have gone by. It saddens me actually. I couldn’t accept the fact that you remain low, and think lowly. You act as if you are secured, but we both know you aren’t. I would like to think that your behavior means something. I wish it’s only your way to ease the pain. I wish that’s your way of dealing with your miserable life. I hate to think that way, but I do. I would want to excuse you, but it just happens that I cannot. I cannot excuse you with your indolent attitude; it is unacceptable. I will not excuse you with...